the results are in.
they found nothing.
we tried everything.
and yet we get nothing.
1 hour ago
Someday a family. Someday a yard littered with toys. Someday the sweet pure love of a child. Someday the loving embrace of my husband with a little one tucked inside. Someday a Christmas Card with our family picture. Someday. My Someday is now.
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Dear Mom, Sissy, Bestie - I need this space back as a private anonymous place to process my thoughts. For the time being, I am lovingly asking you to delete the link to this blog and to not read any of my current posts. I'll talk to you when I need you, but right now I just need a safe space to write. love, Foxy.
My Foxy Story
Infertility turned my world upside down and led my sober husband back to drinking. The pain of infertility mixed up with postpartum mood disorders earned me a diagnosis of Generalized Anxiety Disorder. I am grieving the 'someday' I dreamed of while trying to focus on everything that I DO have to be grateful for.
Life is messy. Life is complicated. Hang on tight.
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15 comments :
all my love, foxy. i'm so, so sorry.
I'm so very sorry. Sending you aeroplanes full of love & squishy hugs.
xxxxxx
My heart breaks for you.
Oh,foxy, I'm so, so sorry. I have been there. Nothing can prepare you for what it feels like. Please know that even though it won't be the way you always imagined, you will have the family you've always dreamed about, some way, some how. And it will be incredible. Many, many hugs. Please email if there's anything I can do. ultimatejourney @ gmail dot com.
I'm so sorry. My heart is breaking for you both.
I have no words, just big (((hugs))).
I'm so so sorry Foxy (((HUG)))
No words..just know I'm thinking of you guys.
I'm so sorry foxy. big big ((HUGS)) You'll be in my prayers
I am very sorry Foxy. Hugs to you.
Oh no! I'm so sorry to hear that. (((())))
I am so, so sorry, sweetie. HUGS.
There are no words that can take away your pain right now. All I can say is that I am truly sorry.
*hugs*
I'm just catching up on my blogs and I'm so sorry to hear this news.
Allow yourself time to grieve - however long that takes and in whatever way you need.
Know that while this dream, this way of creating a family is not to be, you are not out of options, you are not powerless and without choice.
Remember that children are a wonderful blessing and that there are stills paths to parenthood available to you, should you choose to continue toward that goal...but children do not define a life nor provide its meaning.
HUGS.
Oh no, Foxy. I'm so very, very sorry.
Thinking of you both.
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