We did everything that we could and now it is what it is.
He is really sad. In the way that boys show they are sad. But I know that this is really hard for him.
I feel... maybe in a little bit of shock still. Getting this news didn't feel like the punch in the gut that i was expecting. It feels quiet. decisive.
I was preparing for grey, for ambiguity. for results that presented some unexpected and additional choice. But this is black and white. and I although I hate the outcome, I have tremendous comfort in the certainty.
It is what is is.
and we will move forward from here.
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I have to take a moment to thank each of you for your loving and kind comments recently. Each comment was like a pillar of strength that surrounded me in a moment when I wasn't sure I was strong enough to stand on my own. Your strength reminds me of just how strong I really am. Thank You.
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Foxy, I just saw the news. I'm sorry. Thinking of you!
You are very strong, even if you forget that momentarily. My heart is with yours today.
Just saw your news -hugs- I'm so sorry.
You ARE strong. And there are options. We have been there. I know donor isn't for eveyone, but consider it. It allows for all kinds of funny jokes :) HUGS!
You will find honey, that even on those days where you think you have NO strength left, no fight left in you, that's when you find your special reserve, that's when you discover your friends ready to give you some of theirs.
Big hugs!
xx
I'm so sorry about the news. Unfortunately, I know how much it sucks. I wish it came out differently. Big hugs.
So so sorry about the outcome. My heart goes out to you and your hubby...I can only imagine what you two are feeling at the moment and wish there was something we could say to ease the pain. Take care of each other. Thinking of you two.
Hugs...and prayers....
Just saw it - I'm so sorry. I'm glad that there's an answer, and sorry that it wasn't the one you were hoping for. I hope that things get a little easier from here on out.
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